Contradiction

It has been awhile since i've blog here too due to the final semesters assignments and exams..hectic and emotionally tired with the rushings..i did my second last paper today..truth is it didn't went well..Anyway wasn't here because of it. There are other things that trigger my mind while i was on my way to college..This is what i have notice around the people who i am with...

For those who portrays to be strong from the outside,

within you,

you are soft.

For those who portrays to be soft from the outside,

within you,

you are strong.

It contradicts each other in a way if you observe slowly. People won't show the real them overnight. But it happens when they are facing something which they try hiding things away from the world. And in time, the beans just automatically spilled.

=WONDNEY=

Updates from London

Hello... I'm finally back. *cool*

lol

It's been a while since I blogged here =)

I miss all of u people...

I miss CyauJiun, Geet May, Hui Lian, Man Lye, Wondney & Peksan.

As well as the 8 gong(s), Chee How and Banana Skin, hahahahaha lol

How I wish U girls were here with me...

imagine 7 of us living under the same roof...

hahahahahaahahahhahahahahaha

Laughters... Noise... Fights... Shouting... Crying... Screaming... Gossips...

Will be all around the place I'm sure of that!!!

=) I love U girls

Muakssssss ^.^

So, as usual, let the pics do the blogging okay!

enjoy =)

I can cook well now

my first Ipod Kit.. Ipod Nano. Cool right? yea I think so hehe

I got myself a new phone... Finally!!!

My Apartment

see... I do housework now =(

the coolest place in London - ARSENAL Stadium

London Eye

meet my bed time buddy

night view from my apartment

London Duck Tour

Salmon Steak... (Ex and taste so-so, huh!)

Camwhore pics of mine lol =P

Goin' to bed time babes. Night.

love u all; chat soon =)

by Leng Lui Steph (kekekekekekekeke)

"hAte, usEleSs n hOPelesS.."

Hate is my mind..
Hate is my feelings..
Hate Is my soul..
n i hate myself..

i'm tryin to make it, through each day
I'm findin it hard, to get it by

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
Sometimes it's so crazy, but nothing can save me

I am a mirror, with no reflection
I am a razor, without my blade
I am the daylight, when the moon shines no
I feel so useless

Its been weeks since I felt good
its time to get out of bed
Not feeling like I should
Sometimes I feel dead
I see my life wasted all away

Wonder where the time has gone
What day is it this week
I wish that I could stop my head
The future, it looks bleak
I see my life, but that was yesterday

Sometimes I feel like a failure
Or am I just fed up
Sometimes it just seems useless
Or am I that fucked up
I feel hopeless
I shut down

"zEro"